Joined: Sat Mar 03 2007, 05:15pm
Location: creeping up behind you
Posts: 949
would you be my pin cushion.. ... a tender place to stick it in won ton wrapped dick-lickin ... chicken fucking skin shucking
anywho....... i really, seriously DID quit smoking... 7 days ago.... 'course i have also been taking wellbutrin for about a month...
i wish i had better poerty to put in here... i am slacking because i have been crying for, like, 2 weeks now. it's a mixture of pms, abandonment issues, emotional dysregulation, and the fact that i am staring my past right in the face. or faces..
i am learning very bluntly why i am the way i am.
it is vivid and horrifying, probably for anyone, to imagine that your mother/father/sister/brother never even hugged you, and you blocked that out for 30 years and tried to pretend that you didn't need love in the first place...
When I am emotionally torn up, I write my best poetry. At least I think so. I haven't written any in a long while, and I'm alright with that. It means I have my head on straight. I have a girlfriend though, who cannot write it when she's not feeling well emotionally.
It means I have my head on straight. I have a girlfriend though, who cannot write it when she's not feeling well emotionally.
I'd rather be happy than emotionally wrecked. *L*