....it's nothing short of AMAZING to me. an ANTI miricle.
Remember when I relapsed on the half from the gas station ghoul?
I open boxes for a living..... ....I got a few box cuts on my on my fingers.
The ghoul I bought the half gram from had sores all over her. (Myrsa)
Just taking the bag of speed ITSELF ...from her contaminated hand. ....is what did this to me, before I ever opened it...
I knew where I got it when they told me what it was:
staff infection/mrysa
"it enters your body via cuts" ...so you could have picked up a box that had myrsa on it.....you could have gotten it ANYWHERE.
But, me and God know where I got the GIANT boil looking thing on my stomach, that I had to drain ...and quarenteen myself...for the saftey of my loved ones.
When I touched the bag, it transferred myrsa to me thru my cut on my finger .......like, a deposit....universally speaking.
I would say "the lightside" is tired of my waywardness, and gave me something to cry about...besides sobriety.
..............is that a kick in the ass or what? 'm still paying for my relapse... ...it's almost over...I just had the gauze removed from the hole in my stomach
....It was nothing short of AMAZING to me. Like a universal punishment, from the power gestalt.
