I tried to avoid heartache But your kindness slipped into my heart You had it beating faster then ever Creating fantasy's manipulating my thoughts Words taken to heart Believing in you And everything you do Falling for you Nothing I expected Best believe me when I say it's true I love you
and then I just wrote this one a min ago...
all this pain inside I feel why must it be real When all love is lost Where do I go Will I run into it again and when will I know I feel sorrow and pain Tears running down my face like rain I hide it from you I hide it from myself I try to be strong But i'm wrong I'm weak To the center of my heart and back My love is there hurt and broken lost and stolen will it come back to me only time will see
I honestly don't really think I'm that great at writing poems. I just write my feelings.
However, I will tell you, that it DOES take some time to heal from it. I had read somewhere that it takes 1/2 of the total duration of your relationship. Which in my case was approx 4 years. Boy howdy THAT was daunting. But I figured out that meant to be completely ready and HEALTHY for a good relationship. Just be glad you don't have 4 or more years. *L*
*HUGS* Nah, I know this hurts, but you will be ok.
I wasn't talking sex either. I was talking first love, perv.
I've been barely breathing, the sun isn't as bright. I'm waiting for you to come back. I'm holding this small hope that you'll realize what you left behind.
Oh and I'm STILL waiting on that kiss you ultimate slacker!
I think she?s thinking to hard about this guy. No offence but I didn't even read the poem because it will be some words put together to make a sorry-for-yourself poem.
I'm not being rude but I honestly think you need to carry on, instead of dwelling on the fact that you don't have him anymore. Life carries on and there?s more men, more fun and MUCH more to life then this one guy.
I feel sorry for you. I really do, but I think I'll stop reading this thread as its grating on my nerves now.
This cory guy that works at autozone right next to my work had offered to look at my car for me. so I was like alright I'll let him look at my car no problem. so he gave me some thing to put in my oil that should help it run a little better no biggie like 6 bucks.
So then I found him on facebook and emailed him. Then he added me as a friend.
and then I get home from work today to find an IM from derek.. Please tell me that's not the cory that helped you with your car...
and I was like uhmm, what do you mean?
and he was like on facebook.. and I was like uhm why?
and he was like nothing.
hahahahaha. He's all jealous! and he's trying to hide it. he was like I think it's funny that you talked about him like you didn't really think anything of him and whatnot and all of a sudden your friends.
cuz I was like I think it's funny that you find it funny.
I just thought I'd share this. I found it amusing.
