Derek's not the type of guy to go around fucking people... That much I do know.
And I'm not going to get rid of the necklace.. It is special to me, But it still would have been nice if it felt like there was more meaning to it on his end... as of right now. I'm not sure what is going on. and I'm almost certain that I'm losing my mind.
Last night I went out to denny's with my friend dani. She's cool so we chatted it up at denny's for a while. Then went card shopping. I found a troubled relationship card that I found very suited for our Troubled relationship if you'd like to call it that.. So. I think I'll send it through mail. And maybe he'll get it. Who knows if he'll actually take it to heart or not. But being a guy i'm sure he'll shrug it off as nothing.
I'm such a lame girlfriend. I get him cards all the time. I got him a red and white rose on new years eve. Also got him chocolate cake for new years eve. cuz I know how much he likes it.
I'm such a sucker. My sweetheartness or whatever you'd like to call it. always feels so wasted. and it drains me.
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I agree 110% with Hailey on this one. Who says shit like that? He wants a break to go and sow his wild oats and if that doesn't pan out he knows you will be waiting with open arms. Fuck that shit. You seem like a very sweet person and deserve better. DON'T SETTLE FOR ANYTHING LESS.
He cannot miss you because you are so busy trying to get back in his ass. He wasn't ever attracted to you because you clung to him, he was attracted to you before that happened. Most guys cannot stand it if a woman clings to their nutsack constantly. And you not letting this chill and be independent of him is not helping your case any. GO OUT AND HAVE FUN. Don't go around screwing everyone, unless that's your style. Just go out and be busy and have a life outside of him. YOU are wasting your life waiting on him, because I can BET you that he's not wasting any of his waiting for you.