"Anonymous" wrote ... my website is very peaceful now... .....we like it.
drawig happy clouds, and happy trees....playing music games.. ....not attacking eachother.
TSI
loves this shit.
........thrash is delighted to have you I assure you.
this is what was going on on my board. ....I begged it to stop.
and here we are.
So why do you keep coming here and stirring up everyone? This is supposed to be a Bella bitch session. Not a Suze bitch session. If you like drawing your happy clouds, go back there.
"suz" wrote ... I'm using my addiction to teach people about addiction.
......13,000 posts. with illustrations and poetry.
If I used it as a crutch...I'd be doing speed! .....I'm fucking damaged. ....you don't know the half of it.
you wanna tell me I'm substandard again? ....you mean...I'm not ike you want me to be? ...or how YOU would do it?
awwwww, that's a bummer.
.....you know, I do my best, but you can't please everyone.
I can keep the peace on my website.
...I am allowed.
The people you are dealing with already know about addiction. They need to learn how to OVERCOME that addiction and learn to live as a recovering addict. That means being able to handle NOT partying on NEW years Eve for example. It means dealing with life without saying they can't handle it because of their addiction.
Everyone is damaged in one way or another. That is not an excuse. But you use it as one. Why not fix yourself. If you can't do it yourself, find a professional who can help you. I don't need to hear your story.I have one of my own.. And you don't know the half if it either. I'm not telling you that you are substandard. Those are your words. I am not bashing you. I'm stating what I see. That is all.
"Anonymous" wrote ... Maybe I can put it like this...
And be aware, this is my own perception.
If I were to come to you and tell you I wanted to try meth just one time. What would you tell me? Learning from you what I have, I am pretty sure you would tell me NO!
But why? It can't be that bad. It hasn't hurt me personally yet. Nor have I seen its affects on anyone at my house.
You still tell me NO! It is no good. It will destroy your life!
But I can't see how something so tiny can destroy my life. ...
With that being said...
Some people knew what "bella" had done. They were informed. They knew she was doing wrong. She had also hurt them. They had first hand knowledge. They tried to tell that she was bad. No one wanted to listen.
This is how you would feel if you tried to plead with someone not to try meth .. but they didn't listen.
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Things I feel I mist add - part 4
"lovernios" wrote ...
3b35f9c0f5="kell" wrote ... Bella is not banned from here. Don't trust TSI either?
I know Thrash bans nobody, that is the policy and for the 98th time, it happened at AM and mostly in hidden spots
UNLESS it's a MAJOR violation; posting kiddie pr0n, major security, or temp bans for spam and shit ... ... (which is a NEW THING, btw)
Ultimately, no one really gets a full-on ban; no ...
Additionally, no one has been banned, IP, EMAIL, or NAME, since this thread began ...
"Anonymous" wrote ... These friends invited to this flaming site to be bashed are the same ones who you say you loved. Not to mention that now another group of people were invited here to "flame". That wasn't fair. Especially when some weren't even aware that this is what it was for.
You weren't invited here to be "flamed", you were invited here to have a neutral, non-editing, non-restrictive place to "air" ... What you all collectively do with it is up to you; obviously ...
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"Suze wrote this" wrote ...
...she never did anything to me!
This whole thread is caused by her - The way you are treated and percieved here, caused by her - The way some of your loved ones have been driven away, caused by her - The way you look like a fool now, caused by her - The lies lies lies on your site directly to you, all hers -
She did all that, and you deny it STILL And... You make people with big hearts look like complete fools and jerks.
Melissa is doing all that now. She set all this in motion
Your refusal to at least reckon with those things is preposterous and absurd.
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"Anonymous" wrote ... If I listed all the lies you told about me in this thread alone. .....AND the un necessary revealing of confidences you broke...
Maybe it had something to do with a website that had tons of insecure people on it, and too many hidden forums. Oh, and a 300 pound balding snake in the middle of it.
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Ya know
Now I'm fucking pissed off on New Years
Thanks!
It's so gratifying to realize that my (and others) real feelings - feelings that were looking for some outlet and useful discussion - can get tossed into this shitmix and Thrash's flamey forum
while you flake about thinking about clouds and games - on the site where it all occurred.
But, in any event. You seem to be enjoying the carnage here, I am glad your site is so happy without me.
"Anonymous" wrote ... my website is very peaceful now... .....we like it.
drawig happy clouds, and happy trees....playing music games.. ....not attacking eachother.
TSI
loves this shit.
........thrash is delighted to have you I assure you.
this is what was going on on my board. ....I begged it to stop.
It's so gratifying to realize that my (and others) real feelings - feelings that were looking for some outlet and useful discussion - can get tossed into this shitmix and Thrash's flamey forum
while you flake about thinking about clouds and games - on the site where it all occurred.
But, in any event. You seem to be enjoying the carnage here, I am glad your site is so happy without me.
8ca99890f5="Anonymous" wrote ... my website is very peaceful now... .....we like it.
drawig happy clouds, and happy trees....playing music games.. ....not attacking eachother.
TSI
loves this shit.
........thrash is delighted to have you I assure you.
this is what was going on on my board. ....I begged it to stop.
and here we are.
At least now you know who your friends are!!!!!!!!!!!!!
One last thing I really must publicly own. Ken's story and Melissa house pics that got sent to Marie?
I did that- AFTER I confirmed Marie was telling the truth about "Bella"/Melissa contecting her regarding a pregnancy that did not exist. AFTER I knew beyond all doubt that what Marie was saying was true.
WHY? Because I knew those pics and the clues left in Ken's story would be enough to determine an address where justice could take place.
Otherwise this would have remained an unsolved mystery.
So now you all know who to slam for that one- go ahead and knock yourself out. I don't care. I don't. The only person I have to face at the end of my day is myself. I have slept just fine since I did that- I haven't heard a word from my conscience other than well done.
I couldn't stop what Melissa did- but I did not have to be a party to it. I chose not to be.
Yes my pics are what got Marie the address. I feel good about that. I really do. Nothing any of you can possibly say will take that from me. Nor will I respond. I don't need you , any of you, to tell me who I am. I am grown and I know who I am.
