yeah we both suck. Which of us is going to kill ourselves tonight? I am rotton to the core and you have lots of dirty secrets that if we knew we would despise you. Maybe if you beat me down enough you will surive. Is that what you want to do? Go ahead and tell me how awful you are and I will do the same to you when I got the time. There isn't enough room in this world for both of us shit stains is there? Kisses Bitch.
I meant, tell me how awful you think I am. Get it out, it will make you feel better and maybe it will make me suicidal so hey you will rid yourself of the #1 problem to your web site. Then when Bella gets out in however many years she can come back to your site and have her very own room. That will rock and she will give you loads of cyber hugs.
So let me get this straight. You are willing to judge me and say such nasties about me but Melissa who lied about having cancer, lied about having her teats chopped off, lied that she was pregnant, scammed couples for cancer, Lied to you about loving you, the list goes on and on and on.............................................She might not have even been an addict. You refuse to judge her. You know what. Do what you gotta do. Feel whatever you got to feel. That's real fucked up. My dialogue with you is over. It's your life to live.
I have NO secrets. .......I told you EVERYTHING about me.
the WORST THINGS i'VE EVER DONE
.......the drawings,the pervertion, the insanity, the need for meds...
YOU KNOW IT ALL!
....there ain't a god damn thing I've ever said privately or publicly to bash you.
you tell lies...OR break confidences, things I even knew but would take to my grave, you use it to "win" INSTEAD OF AS A BOND for closer friendships...I coulda sang on allot of peeps....but I don't..
If I listed all the lies you told about me in this thread alone. .....AND the un necessary revealing of confidences you broke... plus the NASTYNESS....brute verbal vulger displays of power that CONCERN me.....it's so so unbecoming.
I'd be here all night.
I wanted to like you. ................. you with held back the truth at a critical moment.
sapped out my energy reassuring you it was'nt your fault. .......slippery .
I'm impressed.
and now, you are spewing lies about me..... ........that are much the reason I don't belive other people OPINIONs of other people .....
I like to see for myself.
........allot of people warned me on you guestwho.
and I tried.
...........and I am approachable....when approached in a respectful mannner.
you fucking know I tried to make you happy.......you fucking know.
.....I would think, you would be an ASSET to any discussion...because of your intelligence, and wit.
Kill yourself if you are going to kill yourself. It's New years. If you want to skew your reality that is fine. Leave me out of your reality. You said you were glad I was o ut of your life so leave me out of your life. Use a big bullet.
"Anonymous" wrote ... mellissa was never in my face screaming stupid crackwhore!
...she never did anything to me!
you lied.
you wrote me letters during the 1st fight.... ......you manipulated the fuck outta me.
you are scary.
I'm not even capable of dealing with someone like you, with alterior motives ......it drains my energy.
I'm a mod here at TSI *smiles*
.....I can't do shit to you but still...I thought you should know.
it's plenty big enough.
you might REALLY have found a board that can accomodate you.
Of course Melissa doesn't call you a crackwhore to your face. She's done alot more to you than you realize. Right now she's getting you to bend over and take it dry. She does it behind your back. Haven't you figured out how she works yet? The whole time she was calling friend, she was calling you names and laughing behind your back. Nice friend isn't she. You really know how to pick em.
....like I don't know you, or brian...I know guestwho.
I know thrash... ....not dave.
I know dave's never done anything on line to harm me.
.........that's how it is.
I have'nt spoken to bella in awhile.
...I have another online friend that wrote me a real suicide note.
so I told someone who could do something about it.
and that's it.
....I don't pry into peoples lives.
I'm on line to show people who think meth loves them, ........that it HATES their fucking guts....it told me it loved me too. I've written 13, 000 posts on the subject..... ...THAT's my forte.
I'm not worried about the people who are'nt what they say they are..... .....I'm following my heart and doing what my PURPOSE sees to be.
if anyone did anything... ........the cops do that work.
what do they care what a ghoul roo recovering meth addict thinks?
......if you wanna know why what to expect, or watch a person fuction after volunterring ass a guinia pig doing meth 22 years...
I can tell you al about it.
but JUDGING PEOPLE or dealing with threads like this one... .....are not what I like.......or am capable of dealing with.
I'm fucking friendly, and loving, and I like to spend my time off helping people or playing word games, or creative writting...
If you're gonna kill yourself, keep it to yourself and just go do it. Don't drag everybody else down with you. And don't blame anyone but yourself if you can't handle the shit. You're recovering. You're supposed to be strong. If you aren't you shouldn't be dealing with and trying to counsel other addicts.You need to be able to control your own addiction before trying to fix someone else.
In other words....... QUIT YOUR FUCKING WHINING. WE'RE NOT HERE FOR A FUCKING PITTY PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Anonymous" wrote ... I don't KNOW mellissa. .....I know bella.
the girl on my website.
....like I don't know you, or brian...I know guestwho.
I know thrash... ....not dave.
I know dave's never done anything on line to harm me.
.........that's how it is.
I have'nt spoken to bella in awhile.
...I have another online friend that wrote me a real suicide note.
so I told someone who could do something about it.
and that's it.
....I don't pry into peoples lives.
I'm on line to show people who think meth loves them, ........that it HATES their fucking guts....it told me it loved me too. I've written 13, 000 posts on the subject..... ...THAT's my forte.
I'm not worried about the people who are'nt what they say they are..... .....I'm following my heart and doing what my PURPOSE sees to be.
if anyone did anything... ........the cops do that work.
what do they care what a ghoul roo recovering meth addict thinks?
......if you wanna know why what to expect, or watch a person fuction after volunterring ass a guinia pig doing meth 22 years...
I can tell you al about it.
but JUDGING PEOPLE or dealing with threads like this one... .....are not what I like.......or am capable of dealing with.
I'm fucking friendly, and loving, and I like to spend my time off helping people or playing word games, or creative writting...
I go by the persons behaivior on the board.
.....perioud.
I did it for 23+ years and been recovering for 13+. So what's your point?
"Anonymous" wrote ... Owner... ......did you read it?
gods suz is stronger and it was'nt a threat.
......do you just skim the posts?
Maybe you should reread. There were several posts. She was trying to throw the blame on someone else. Yeah, I make it a point to read very carefully. And I reread to make sure I understand it correctly. I have also been suicidal in my past. I can see clearly. Can You?
