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Apparently, my Mod-SkeeWad works overtime ... I saw the edits where a full name was used ... I also saw where said person who owns said name requested the removal of said owned name ... I approve of the edits ...
You freaking a**hole how dare you accuse me of such a horrible thing. The audacity you have. Don't post my name either. There is a reason I'm posting anonymously.
Don't tell me what I can or cannot post. If I want to post your name there is no law against it. You did do something horrible. What else would you call what you did. I'm not accusing you of it, I'm calling you on it. You sick piece of shit. If people knew the extent of it, they would tie a brick around your neck and throw you in the ocean.
If you tell people anything I will sue you for libel. You better stop typing things about me and if you post my name of anything that you suposedly know about me or Melissa we will tie a brick around your neck and throw you in the ocean.
I'm posting anonymosly as well. So if I happen to tell people what you and she did, there is nothing you can really do about it, is there? Why are you so afraid of the truth coming out anyways? Are you ashamed of what you've done. Should I tell everyone and let them be the judge. You sick, evil person. Both you and She are spawns of the devil. If you don't clarify this for everyone and end this hurt that you two have created I will out both of you and I will tell people where they can find both of you. What you've done is wrong and I'm ready to put a stop to it.
If you post anything about her or I, I will send the FBI to your house. No not just the FBI, the CIA for interfering with a FEDERAL INVESTIGATION. We are protected and you know if you reveal anything else you would be violating our FEDERAL agreement. This is all I'm going to say. I do not need to justify what I've done to you or anyone on this pathetic forum for the inane drones that reside here. Both She and I are protected and you can't say anything more about it or you will be in contempt and legally liable to the consequences.
OOOHHH. I'm so afraid. What is it that the FBI or I the N CIA could do to F me anyways. O Afterall R aren't you the one that M told me of your A predicament N in the first place T I mean why S am I not allowed to restate that which you willfully told me. Should I just post the emails or the IMs I have which you told me of your evil plot and how you and she are getting off? So send the FBI and the CIA. I can't say I'm scared of either since they are letting you get away with the dispicable crime you committed. M what was that. U I'm not allowed R to say anthing D about it? E Was that it? R Did you not want me to tell of the details of this atrocious thing you did? You might send the authorities to arrest me, ooohh. Don't do that.
Informer You know say daddy me snow me gonna blame I'll lick you boom boom down Tective Man he say Daddy me stab someone down the lane Ill lick you boom boom down .... what, do you find a strong connection to this song? I'm waiting for some more threats. Afterall I'm trembling in my knickers here.
.......you are a cold motherfucker...and trhe PMs you wrote me during the bella/broken shit......now those were theatrical.
"I feel like since I got here, things are going bad"
me soothing you, reassuring you, you were not the cause of my board being destoyed. .................me offerng everything I could to see you happy at methology.
and you plotting..soaking up shit to hurt people with. ..............like a shark circling in the basement.
I'm glad you're the fuck outta my life. .......I never thought you were this ugly inside.
read it or don't, this is how I see shit...and why I don't hold anger. ....or, ....when I say I see the spirit behind the behavior.
Once upon a time there was a little Soul who said to universe
I know who I am!"
................And the universe said, "That's wonderful! Who are you?"
And the Little Soul shouted, "I am the Light!"
......The universe smiled. ......."That's right!" ..."You are the Light."
The Little Soul was so happy, for it had figured out what all the souls in the Kingdom were there to figure out. "WOW," said the Little Soul, "this is really cool!"
But soon, knowing who it was not enough, The Little Soul felt stirrings inside, and now wanted to be who it was. And so the Little Soul went back to adn said "Hi God! (for lack of a better word)
Now that I know Who I Am, is it ok for me to be it?"
.................. "You mean you want to be Who You Already Are?"
"Well," replied the Little Soul, "it's one thing to know Who I Am, and another to actually be the Light!"
.................."But you already are the Light,--------- smiling again.
"Yes, but I want to see what it feels like!" cried the Little Soul.
............... "there's only one thing..."
"What?" asked the Little Soul.
"Well, there is nothing else but the Light.
You see, I created nothing but what you are; and so, there is no easy way for you to experience yourself as Who You Are, since there is nothing you are not."
"Huh?" said the Little Soul, who was now a little confused.
............ Since you cannot see yourself as the Light when you are in the Light, we'll surround you with darkness."
"What's darkness?" the Little Soul asked.
.................. "It's that which you are not."
"Will I be afraid of the dark?" cried the Little Soul.
................"Only if you choose to be," God answered. "There is nothing, really, to be afraid of, unless you decide that there is. ...........You see, we are making it all up. We are pretending."
"Oh," said the Little Soul, and felt better already.
in order to experience anything at all, the exact opposite will appear. "It is a great gift,because without it, you could not know what anything is like.
You could not know Warm without Cold, Up without Down, Fast without Slow. ..........You could not know Left without Right, Here without There, Now without Then. And so,
"when you are surrounded with darkness, do not shake your fist and raise your voice and curse the darkness.
Rather be a Light unto the darkness, and don?t be mad about it.
Then you will know Who You Really Are, and all others will know, too. Let your Light so shine that everyone will know how special you are!"
being special has lots of parts to it. It is special to be kind. It is special to be gentle. It is special to be creative. It is special to be patient.
"I know what I want to be, I know what I want to be!" the Little Soul announced with great excitement. "I what to be the part of special called 'forgiving'. ..... Isn?t it special to be forgiving?"
..................."Oh, yes, "That is very special."
"Okay," said the Little Soul. "That's what I want to be. I want to be forgiving. I want to experience myself as that."
"Good," said God, "but there's one thing you should know."
................."There is no one to forgive."
"No one?" the Little Soul could hardly believe what had been said.
"No one!" God repeated. "Everything I have made is perfect. There is not a single soul in all creation less perfect than you. Look around you."
It was the Little Soul that realized a large crowd had gathered. Souls had come from far and wide--from all over the Kingdom--for the word had gone forth that the Little Soul was having this extraordinary conversation with God, and everyone wanted to hear what they were saying.
Looking at the countless other souls gathered there, the Little Soul had to agree. None appeared less wonderful, less magnificent, or less perfect than the Little Soul itself. Such was the wonders of the souls gathered around, and so bright was their Light, that the Little Soul could scarcely gaze upon them.
"Who then to forgive?" asked God.
"Boy this is going to be no fun at all!" grumbled the Little Soul. "I wanted to experience myself as One Who Forgives. I wanted to know what that part of special felt like."
And the Little Soul learned what it must feel like to be sad. But just then a Friendly soul stepped forward from the crowd. "Not to worry, Little Soul," the Friendly Soul said, "I will help you."
"You will?" the Little Soul brightened. "But what can you do?"
"Why, I can give you someone to forgive!"
"You can?"
"Certainly!" chirped the Friendly Soul. "I can come into your next lifetime and do something for you to forgive."
"But why? Why would you do that?" the Little Soul asked. "You who are Being of such utter perfection!
You, who vibrate with such a speed that it creates a Light so bright I can hardly gaze upon you! What could cause you to want to slow down your vibration to such a speed that your bright Light would become dark and dense?
What could cause you-- who are so light that you dance upon the stars and move throughout the Kingdom with the speed of your thought--to come into my life and make yourself so heavy that you could do this bad thing?"
"Simple," the Friendly Soul said. "I would do it because I love you."
The Little Soul seemed surprised at the answer. "Don't be so amazed," said the Friendly Soul, "you have done the same thing for me.
Don't you remember?
Oh, we have danced together, you and I, met many times.
Through the eons across all the ages have we danced. Across all time and in many places have we played together. You just don't remember.
"We have both been All Of It.
We have been the Here and the There of it, the Now and the Then of it. We have been Male and Female,
the good and the bad-- we have both been victim and villain of it.
Thus have we come together, you and I, many times before; each bringing to the other the exact and perfect opportunity to Express and to Experience Who You Really Are. And so, "the Friendly Soul explained a little further,
"I will come into your next lifetime and be the 'bad one' this time. I will do something really terrible, and then you can experience yourself as the One Who Forgives."
"But what will you do?" the Little Soul asked, just a little nervously, "that will be so terrible?"
"OH" replied the Friendly Soul with a twinkle, "we'll think of something."
Then the Friendly Soul seemed to turn serious, and said in a quiet voice, "You are right about one thing, you know."
"What is that?" the Little Soul wanted to know.
"I will have to slow down my vibrations and become very heavy to do this not-so-nice thing. And so, I have but one favor to ask of you in return."
"Oh, anything, anything!" cried the Little Soul, and began to dance and sing, "I get to be forgiving, I get to be forgiving!"
Then the Little Soul saw that the Friendly Soul was remaining very quiet.
"what is it?" the Little Soul asked.
"What can I do for you?
"In the moment that I strike you and smite you," the Friendly Soul replied, "in the moment I do the worst to you that you could possibly imagine---in that very moment..."
"Yes?" the little Soul interrupted, "yes...?"
The Friendly Soul got quieter still. "Remember Who I Really Am."
"Oh, I will!" cried the Little Soul, "I promise! I will always remember you as I see you right here, right now!"
"Good," said the Friendly Soul," because, you see, I will have been pretending so hard, I will have forgotten myself. And if you do not remember me as I really am, I may not be able to remember for a very long time. And if I forget Who I Am, you may even forget Who You Are, and we will both be lost.
Then we will need another soul to come along and remind us both Who We Are."
"No we won't!" the Little Soul promised again.
"I will remember you! And I will thank you for bringing me this gift---the chance to experience myself as Who I Am."
And so the agreement was made.
And the Little Soul went forth into a new lifetime, excited to be the Light, which was very special, and excited to be the part of special called forgiveness.
And the Little Soul waited anxiously to be able to experience itself as Forgiveness, and to thank whatever other soul made it possible.
is it just ME who is of the opinion that suzie isn't recovering at all? I mean, that's some crazy shit, I've only seen stuff like that come from someone who is stoned. LOL!
. climb into bed. I'll be in there later.