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Be that as it may, I've opened up this thread here, whereas you don't even need to register to post, to bitch, cry, moan, berate, and post/do whatever you want regarding Bella or anything else to do with her and/or her actions; and even your own.
This is only the THIRD time it's been posted in the last few pages.
You need to read the whole thing. Not just the last few words. It's talking about your own actions.
It says nothing about going after someone else. Again if you don't want the public sticking their 10 cents in...take it somewhere else. In the meantime suck up and deal with it.
I need a good laugh to start my day. You're it. Calling me dumb is quite funny. Can't you do better than that? Cunt won't work either. That's a compliment. You sure have a big vocabulary. Better go get a dictionary so you can learn something other than four letter, one syllable words.
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Anonymous wrote ...
Hey Mike - I'm from KCI... I'm a RECOVERING "loser drug addict..." and moderator at KCI. No harm, no foul, no worries. As long as I don't think I'm a loser, I'm gonna be OK. I worked hard to get where I am today! - Penelope
Pen, the losers know who they are.
They are the ones dragging decent folk into their pit of despair.
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Anonymous wrote ...
They are the ones dragging decent folk into their pit of despair.
No one gets dragged into a pit of despair withoiut their permission.
Funny. It seems someone keeps coming in here and dragging us into their pit of despair. I don't remember giving them my permission. In fact I keep asking them to take it elsewhere. But, no.......
I'd say this is a perfect example, since I come here to read and talk and bitch about Melissa, why should I have to leave? Why should I have to be dragged into some other topic that doesn't even belong here.
And don't tell me to read the first page again. It's posted a couple posts ago. I know what it says in black and white.
You are right there. There is no defining how devious you really are. How cold hearted and cruel. How vindictive and controlling.
What makes you think I even care remotely about what you would say , your opinion of me?
I suppose that some people believed you when you told them that you loved them.
What makes you so damn sure I have not talked with my husband about many things, everything?
I am sure that you took care of that with a skillet. You took his balls years ago ao what is he going to do now but submit to you?
What makes you so sure I would lie to him?
Maybe the repeating pattern of how you treat other people???
or that there is even anything to lie about?
Are your lips moving?
You haven't- and don't bother. I don't talk to you.
Screaming is more your style isn't is?
The problem with you "Karma" you are 2 faced. You are- you are everyone's friend to their faces and no one's friend behind their backs.
Where is the mirror? You just defined yourself perfectly to a T.
You think you know me- You have no clue - you really don't.
Rest assured. I do not think I know you. I have no desire to know someone by the likes of you.
At the end of the day I look in that mirror just fine. I sleep just fine.
Maybe you should clean that mirror.
All the bullshit you post - it won't change a thing for me- within me- and it won't change the facts.
Facts are Melissa stole the identity of an underage girl- including her name and likeness, posted all over meth boards and chat rooms saying this was her
And you were befriending her all the time she was doing it. Thinking that she was such a wonderful person.
Facts She lied every time she opened her mouth.
You believed the lies too T. While you were trying to save her.
Facts- She hurt a lot of good men
Good thing you were there to save them isn't it?
You can't change the facts- nothing you write about me will change the facts. You won't change me.
As for defending myself , well please hold your breath on that one OK?
Yes, we know you have enough people convinced of your sainthood that they will all come out to defend your honor. There is really no need for you to get your hands dirty.
Kate, you are a chicken shit coward - you are. You use people you know are in serious need of help to push your agenda through.
Everything is how I am bending pushing prodding people to my will- yet Look Lady- who is emailing, who is calling who is doing the bending?
That is what this is all about Kate- You tried putting my face on your life on your deeds on who you are and I refused to go.
Now look at you - posting fucking anonymously. Some fucking balls you got huh?
Here - you must have missed it the first 2 times- are you listening? got your ears real close to the speakers?
FUCK YOU KATE!
oh and that skillet incident? That is what happens when my husband stayed out all night, came home drunk, thought he was going to crawl into bed with me, and I told him to get the fuck out- so then he ripped the phone out of the wall when I called the cops to have him removed and my white let me play "victim" ass went into the kitchen, got a skillet , and laid it across his head.
Just as I said I would if he ever tried to hit me again.
I give you one shot - one warning- you better make it fucking count. It better kill me - because if it doesn't you damn sure won't sleep easy again.
You can't whip me down Kate. I been beat , smacked at, cussed at by a lot tougher than you Lady- and I am still fucking standing.
Like I said you don't know me.
You don't want me playing your game Kate. You really don't.
oh and Kate? just because I am all about fairness and honesty, I will take this opportunity to tell you what I did with the 10 bucks you sent through the mail via a friend.
I went to the Dollar Store, drove there all by myself, bought 10 packs of those 6 roll toilet paper - and every time I wipe my ass I smile and think of you.................
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Looking at this from a distance...I'd say Kate is the one with the problem. Maybe she should start defending herself. Why is she trying to make us believe that there are so many others who think like her. From what I see from all of the boards I frequent... there are only 2 or3 that have a problem with T. And seriously... you can't please everyone.
So Kate...You're only hurting yourself with your attitude. It's a real drain on your mental and emotional state. I know because I used to hang onto my anger. It would play like a broken record in my head. And the more I thought about it, the angrier I got. So what did it get me? A drug and alcohol addiction, a mental meltdown and a lifetime of medication. Is that what you want for yourself? Think hard about it. Is that really what you want ?
And another thing... when working with someone with problems, the counselor has a tendency to become emotionally involved. Especially if they have been through anything even remotely similar. It's called empathy and compassion. I counsel people in real life. I have been through alot of the things that they are going through. (That doesn't mean I can't be as nasty as you have been. I can be worse.)
Take a good look at your actions. Think about what you are doing to yourself. Ask yourself if you could go nose to nose in r/l.
I hope you find your peace.
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You got me Kate- you pushed me and got me down to your level. How? You know how- with the comment about my husband. It didn't work when you went after my son- but you know me too well. You know how I have struggled with guilt over my husband's drinking. You know how that works. How some part of me will always feel that I am to blame- that if I loved him enough, I could fix him.
That part is just a small part. He is the father of my children. My husband for 22 years. I will always have that part with me.
Enjoy- you got me. You pushed my button, I jumped.
That is the last time anything you say will ever have control over me.
You don't know me. Not as well as you think. What's even more tragic- is that you spend so much time dissecting those who have a stronger backbone, have balls - that you never see how cracked your own mirror is.
I never thought Melissa was wonderful. But I held onto the belief I have that everyone can be. When she wrote me and asked me my view of her, I gave her the view I felt she needed to see. I could have told her Yes I see you just as spiteful and shallow as Jan- but I didn't. Instead I said I saw her as being more than that shell- that there was more to her than a body. and that I hoped she would find it. When she wrote she had cancer, I took her at that.
I saw enough that I didn't bring her in as close as I did you. You hide it better. You say it better. Words are your forte.
They are also your downfall Kate. Your words inevitably reveal you in your true colors.
I won't be ugly again to give you pleasure. You got me this time. It won't happen again. I conquered the Mother T thing, I conquered the sainthood, I took those labels and slung them back at you - that is who they belong to, not me.
But my vulnerability is those I love and have loved. I don't know how not to feel with them. So instead I will tell myself I refuse to let Kate lessen my love, lessen their love, lessen their value.
I think that will work much better. Play your game- you will win. I withdrew my participation.
Have a nice life. Goodbye Kate. I am sorry you are not who I had believed you to be. I really looked up to the idea of you. I admired the idea of you so. I loved the idea I had of you with all of my heart- but you that I thought you were are just that- an idea.
Instead what I loved was my reflection I saw in your empty soul.
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TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE.
THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND:
TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.
THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH
THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.
AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE W ROTE ON A STONE:
"TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ".
THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "A FTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?"
THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT."
LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.
